Living for the one reason

March Holis

2010-03-14T20:12:00.003+08:00

Clay shooting was fun!
Had to shoot 'rabbit', 'bird' and 'rocket.
Shotgun's recoil was nice, funny to see the gals
all jerk to back after each shot lol.
Guess hitting 4/12 is not bad?

Bought my new floorball stick and sneakers too!
Dark green rocks!

Watching Iris now! Damn nice!

When you look at me
what do you see
A distance memory or a reality.
-By an up-and-coming poet.

Class: 10.37pm

2010-02-18T21:26:00.006+08:00

Ya if u're thinking
dats my class name lol.
Homeworks are beginning to pour in
time to finally get serious i guess.

Here are some random pics!

XMS 'fire on CNY celebrations day

Spot XMS 'ambulance in the pic!

NYJC's fountain from the top

The final moments of CherryBlossem pizza

Gasper spills 2X

JC so far

2010-02-08T22:51:00.002+08:00

So let's see...
2wks in to JC life
-Class 1037
-Once again 9 boys, 17 gals
-Dragon(Green) House
-H2 Hist,Econs, Maths, H1 Geo
-Form teach is my Hist teach who is a white with a understandable accent
-Im 'S' like wow, changed from during P5 when I was an 'I'

My class seems ok
got Jia Yi and Jasmine both from XMS
and some of Jia Yi(Tour Guide) from dun know where friends.
Now juz the CCA part...

2010-01-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

The events of now are attention grabbing
but i wonder
for just how long will it be able to hold my eyes
this distraction, will fall soon
but how long before it falls
a pit back in time.

2010-01-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

Love this part!

She's just a small town girl, living in a lonely world
She took the midnight train going anywhere
He's just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train going anywhere
-Don't stop believing
(Journey)

live journal trying to be funny

2010-01-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

Tried to leave a comment on Jehan's blog a while back
and this is wat i got:

Error

* Please confirm you are a human below.

omg since when...quite funny though^^
Stupid me nvr see the box to key in the words.

unknowingly

2010-01-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

Went for PVPS gathering yesterday
Everyone's changed so much
Juz glad I'm taller than most now!

Cycling along the beach was nice
Smell of the sea
the breeze
the peaceful sight
only that my butt hurts
from the tiny seat.

Lunched followed by bowling
Damn my stupid strike next round luck
always so poor
and all those hidden talents lol

Watched Morgans
Kinda Romance-comedy
Some parts quite deep cannot understand
but the story line is pretty good
jus draggy at times.

Dinner at KPJ
Stupid cheese lawls
then cycled back home.
-Feels fresh!

O's results

2010-01-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

D Day was yesterday
Lucky to have a peaceful beach landing
L1R5 12-2
L1R4 9-2

So happy my EL got A2!
and omg A Maths got B3.

Juz kinda sad with my A2s..
only got 1 A1.
and stupid chem B3...

seems like I'll be on my way to MJ
or CJC or NYJC or TPJC

see how la

short on time

2010-01-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

Finally
the stupid pain in my right knee is gone
felt like it dislocated for 3days
so hard to sleep cause couldn't straighten it.

Think I'm going manga-crazy
Read all of Naruto and OP
Now I shall read FairyTail!!

Haiz results out next wk...
so unfair
why so fast...

what's next...

2009-12-31T12:07:00.004+08:00

Last day of the yr
Looking back
so many thoughts.
But..I shall not type them down
cause they can't be expressed in mere words.
Guess they'll stay in me for now
Wonder what the new year will bring
and should I make new yr resolutions
for the first time in my 16 yrs?
The river still flows...

old times

2009-12-30T10:33:00.002+08:00

Went to Marcus party yesterday
Met up with old friends
Pity some couldn't make it.
Pool party to house party
Gift xchange
Then i had to leave so early...
guess time wasn't on my side
Thanks for the hat n mug!!

Sometimes to find the ans
the first of every is
more important than the whole.
I thought of going, somewhere else,
far beyond the horizon. But
I failed. Terribly.

i think...

2009-12-24T15:32:00.002+08:00

What's up wif me
Why lik every half yr got sty one?
zzz, so weird.
I know the malls will be singing my name now.

Yellow sunsets
Each unique in its own shade
See the underlying meaning within this all

2009-12-11T09:30:00.001+08:00

I feel as though I've fallen into a pit
so deep I can never escape,
hidden from reality,
awaiting only death.
But I'll grow claws to get out
that's gonna take a while...

Back-wished I wasn't

2009-12-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

Back from Penang
Never knew funerals lasted this long
Oh it was my dad's father who passed away
at 83 if I'm not wrong, natural death.
Hope he's well somewhere

Got the call on Thurs
Was sleeping lol(At 7am who isn't!!)
Thought that my dad would tear
but he didn't, he said filial can already
tears useless
After which called my two bros
Both at camp, 1 NS 1 Sku.

Trip to Penang from SG:10hours
I know dead people are cold and white
but seeing one for the first time still shocks me
The rituals are different from SG's
quite boring ar, but nvm.
Reading hundreds of Chin characters I dun understand
eating vegetarian for 5 days
All my first...
But at least I know he's ashes will be placed at a scenic area
Atop a high mountain
Overlooking the ocean
Expensive but nvm

I think next time I die dun border with rituals ba
Juz burn and throw ashes on beach and in ocean
Like dat I can see sunrise and sunset ^^

Not knowing what's missing in your life is painful.
Knowing what's missing in your life
but not able to do anything about it
is an everyday nightmare.

2009-12-03T08:25:00.000+08:00

Going back to Penang now
Just got some sad news
Don't know when I'll be back

You

2009-12-01T20:16:00.002+08:00

A question popped up in my mind today
What's the happiest day of your life this year?
Looking back
I can remember the very day
The events an hour before and after it
The reason for feeling happy
The very time
The very place I was at
The people I was with
But, its wasn't the people around me that made me feel so
It was those 6 words I saw
And I know you did me good...

One Line

2009-11-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

Should I be happy or sad?...

heart song

2009-11-28T15:02:00.001+08:00

Long Kiss Good Bye Translated
(From Naruto Shippuden)

“How long before we see each other again?”
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there’s nothing bothering me
I’ll listen ’till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don’t even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If it’s goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
“Hold me tight” but “I want to disappear to somewhere”
Any time that you’re talking too much you don’t seem to notice*
I let you see that “I cry” a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?

Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”

The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can’t stop sweating
No matter how you look at him, his personality is boring

Our styles aren’t similar at all
He’s uselessly shy, a bit of bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks

I just didn’t have a boyfriend at that time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There’s no way I was pursuing him… huh?

He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I’m sick of his nonstop talking
I’ve always locked him out, and now I’m knocking

Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”

Human weather

2009-11-28T01:20:00.004+08:00

I can remember everything
Yet I can't do anything
This feeling of helplessness
is ripping my soul
and burning my heart.

I wish that tomorrow will be better than today
Hope that the rain washes away the tears
and when the Sun comes out
the sky will be clear.

But I know the rain is coming back
Hitting me over and over again.
I hope that I won't be gone as time passes by.

Breeze

2009-11-27T14:24:00.003+08:00

Class chalet is over
3 days 2 nights
yet no photos...

Fun no less
Yet seemed short
The drinking game was funny
so silly.
And damn I missed both sunsets!!

And I juz finished watching 500 Days of Summer
"Honey, I hate to tell you this but
there's an Asian family in our bathroom"
Haha, love this part!
The movie is
So nice, can't describe
some parts I agree
Some i don't
But the songs were so wonderful
fit in so well
Well then off to IT convention!

The more I try to forget
the more I remember

1 Question

2009-11-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

Got juz one question in my mind
One bloody question that's got me all worked up.
One question I can't can't others for the ans
One question that means so much to me
Yet I can only find the ans in others...

A poem

2009-11-16T22:27:00.003+08:00

Lonely Night

As I sit here alone on this beach
the silvery moonlight lands on my cheeks.
I turn my eyes up into the sky
and the shooting stars high above are waving with their tails.
Those bright smiles on their faces
which I can only envy
from down here, helplessly.
As the waves crash and toss about
I search my inner thoughts
I feel, as though, I've lost a part of me.
Its gone, gone forever...

A blank

2009-11-16T16:13:00.001+08:00

Dashboard Confessional
-So long, so long-

Hand out the window
Floatin' on air
Just a flip of the wrist
And I am wavin' you goodbye

Drive past the lifeguard stand
Where I sit around waiting for you to remember
As I drive

How the girls could turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps,
And pace with you a while
So long, so long
So long, so long

The speaker in this door is blown
So nothing sounds quite right
Takin' my time, takin' this drive, wavin' this town goodbye,
And I drive this ocean road and remember
The small of your back
And the nape of your neck
I remember everything as I drive, wavin' this town goodbye

I remember

How the girls can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps,
Pace with you a while
So long, so long...

And I will leave under the cover
Of summer's kiss upon the sky
Like the stone face of your lover
Just before she says goodbye
I was certain that the season could be held between my arms
Well just as summer's hold is fleeting
I was here but now I'm gone...
I'm gone... I'm gone, I'm gone
I'm gone...

what luck

2009-11-15T14:37:00.001+08:00

Great its after O's
and I have this stupid fever...
ZZZz everything's so cold...

In the mind of the dreamer

2009-11-09T19:25:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since I've had this
forbidden genre of dreams.
The sights, the sound, the touch
all seemed so real
not surreal.
All this makes me take one step back
to look at the past again,
maybe this time,
I'll find some answers
and perharps more questions.

Countdown to O's

2009-10-21T09:46:00.001+08:00

Dashboard Confessional-Belle Of The Boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down, It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg
And thinks He's getting close
For now you let him
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over.

[Chorus]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
In all your silken things
That song you softly sing
Is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down, it's a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink
To get your courage up
Can you believe it?
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry you eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Off to mugging!!

2009-10-11T00:12:00.001+08:00

MAYDAY PARADE - If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask

I'm throwing away pictures
That i never should have taken in the first place
And it's cold in my apartment
As i'm changing all the colors
From the brightest reds to grays

Well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
I'm just hoping you're not seeing his face
I've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
Long enough to know that it was him
That took my place

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm burning all the letters
Hoping that i might forget her and her bad taste
That she left when she was leaving me
A life of barely breathing as she walked
Out of this place

And you dropped the note and we changed key
You changed yourself and i changed me
I really didn't see us singing through this
Then you screamed the bridge
And i cried the verse
And our chorus came out unrehearsed
And you smiled the whole way through it
I guess maybe that's what's worse

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
I knew it would...
I knew it would...

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
And i knew it would...
I knew it would...

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home

Jus a sad song I thought was nice
Jia You For O's 03!! ^^

Hard Road

2009-09-19T09:16:00.005+08:00

-Bonds of life-

O's seem so close
Time is running out
The night flame shall burn...

Holi Mugging...

2009-09-09T08:33:00.002+08:00

Backstreet Boys : Straight Through My Heart Lyrics

In the heart
Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirt's turning red
I'm spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
want you tonight

Chorus:
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can't believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just can't, I just can't
Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

Chorus

In the heart
Of the night
When its dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor

Thoughts

2009-08-30T08:44:00.000+08:00

What is one thing which when you give up on it
you're giving up on everything else too?

Ans: Yourself!

Jia You for prelims!!! ^^

EvoL-ution in its world

2009-08-22T09:00:00.003+08:00

What is it?
Something so beautiful
like a rainbow in the sky.
And yet so mysterious
like the shadow upon the ground.
Something untouchable
yet it makes one wish for the stars
and search through the oceans.
Something no one can explain...

2009-07-19T08:26:00.002+08:00

My bro came bak on Thur
Says that his platoon Captain got H1N1
So whole platoon LOA 10 days
Wa so good one...

Ok, after seeing my terrible
Maths n A Maths results
I shall study!
Like now...hmm

Don't be afraid of opposition.
Remember a kite rises against;
not with; the wind -Hamilton Mable
So Nvr Give UP!!!

Million thoughts

2009-07-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

My mind bursting
dun know wat to do.

No matter how I try
it keeps coming back.

I know I'll regret it
no matter how I see
the future is dull
without you in it.

I'll try to walk forward
but sometimes my legs
just dun wanna move.

Wish I could go back
to the happiest past.
Undo all my wrong
rewrite the future
to one that is pure
smiles many more.

But now the only way
is take a different road.
I'll just have to adapt
ignore the pain
ignore the urge
to take the turn back.

I hope wat I'm doing
will be the best of ur interest
and you'll be happier more.

So now I'll just
walk this dark deserted road
on my own...

Blank state

2009-07-10T20:55:00.003+08:00

Only 1 wk since MYEs over
Yet prelims seem so near
actually they are, lol.

My cousin been given LOA
One of his classmates caught H1N1
Infect 2 more, so whole class LOA.
He sec 4 also lols...

And ya found out dat
elephants are really scared of mice!
Funfact for you^^

Guilt

2009-07-03T20:27:00.004+08:00

Feel so guilty right now
its killing me.
Shouldn't hav told you
Then you would hav studied it.
Haiz, my faullt once again
ned to think more wisely next time.
Right now
jus cry if you wan to
dun keep it inside
cause it hurts more.
The night is still young
there's still more to come.
If still sad must tell me k
I'll be here...

All Lost?

2009-06-27T09:06:00.003+08:00

I hate my mum
Even both my bros do
maybe even my Dad does.
Since 6 my little bro and I already hate her
When we knew wat a jail was
we so wanted to send her there.

She thinks she knows everything
she thinks she can read minds
yet she is always wrong.

Hate the way she gets in my life
gets into everything I do.
Juz because I dun study infront of her
doesn't mean I dun study!

Damn life is so much better without her!

For now its juz study study...a million sorries ><

Studying ><

2009-06-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

Haiz ned to study...
Been doing tution hw
and chem all day.
Kinda bored le...
2 more wks
must chiong lol
Sec 3 work all forget le
Die le...
Misses alot...

New Mouse

2009-06-10T20:33:00.005+08:00

Haiz finally bought a new mouse!
The old one scroll got problem
Scroll up to down...

The Logitech LS1 Laser Mouse!!!

Feels as though the Holis juz started
Still new study for MYE
>< Damn life sucks
At least I got someone to brighten it up!!

Skinned

2009-06-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

Put on this new skin
Tell me if you like it k?

Hugs & Cuddles

2009-06-06T11:31:00.002+08:00

Haha something damn funny happened
After Chem test yesterday
a whole grp of us took the lift down
the Indian auntie let us tak
major lol...
then 1st floor
looked through the window
There stood Mr Lim!!!
OK, crap, die liao
actually no la
he close one eye. ^^
lol u should hav been there.

Heard this song on my friend's blog!

All Time Low Dear Maria Lyrics
I got your picture
I'm comin with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen

When the lights go up
I want to watch the way you take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
'Cause you know it's what you're good at
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last

'Cause I got your picture
I'm comin' with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Live and let live
You'll be the showgirl of the home-team
I'll be the narrator
Telling another tale of the American dream
I'll see your name in lights
We can make you a star
Girl, we'll take the world by storm
It isn't that hard

'Cause I got your picture
I'm comin' with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd
Whoa oh

Ha ha

Take a breath
Don't it sound so easy?
Never had a doubt
Now I'm going crazy
Watching from the floor

Take a breath
And let the rest come easy
Never settle down
'Cause the cash flow leaves me
Always wanting more

'Cause I got your picture
I'm comin' with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
'Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

'Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle...

Hugs & Cuddles, life goes on ^^

O's over for chin

2009-06-01T20:15:00.006+08:00

Yeah! O's chin over!
ha ha ha ha ha
Lol, but nvr play after dat...
Went to eat at pt Mac
then buy the present for Xiao Teach
Proceeded to 4 hours of hard work on it!
Kinda surprised the group of us did
so long on it, but its not yet done.
Sian 2moro still got sku...><

ATB: Ecstasy

Have you ever noticed,
That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
Have you ever wondered,
Why I always keep on coming back for more?

What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy,
MY REAL LIFE FANTASY,(x 2)

Not that I’m complaining,
A more beautiful vision - I have never seen
If you don’t mind me saying,
A lifelong ambition to fulfill my dream

What have you done to me,
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

You really are my ecstasy,
My real life fantasy, oh yeah

(There can be no other While we still have each other)
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)

You really are my ecstasy,
(There can be no other
While we still have each other)
My real life fantasy, oh yeah
Trance Music Lover!

Chin

2009-05-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

Woke up early 2day
Had chin compo thingy in sku
Reach there door not open
Saw Wendy looking so lonely on the stairs.
Then teach wu come
Called sku servant then finally go in.
Finished compo then sleep awhile.
Then went to ava for chin lecture.
So many blody ppl nvr go...
Gals outnumber guys lik don no wat.
Any Tang CC is mad
Make us write so much
So left early
for lunch with relatives

Went to East pt for some chin food
Then waited for my grandma to make
her hearing aids
Then now at home...
Wan to watch MU v Gunners
but ned study, haiz...bored ><

MD part 2

2009-05-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Just came bak from MD celebration
At Turf City
Had a great dinner
The blackout was random though...
Damn tired
Lucky 2moro no sku if not sure can't wake up one.
O well enough said, let the 2 pics do the talking ^^

Dats the end! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Mother's day

2009-05-10T16:28:00.003+08:00

I'm all tired and sleepy
Haiz, shouldn't hav stayed up to watch movie ><
Later still got Mother's day dinner.
Haiz, seafood again ><
Hate to peel off the shells and stuff.
Hope I don fall asleepy...
Well at least everyone is gonna be there,
and its Mother's day celebration
AND my grandma's BD too!!
Actually cause she forgot her BD
Kinda sad cause last time they don hav NNRICs
So we just treat it as 2day! ^^

Many wishes to all ur Mother's day celebrations and SURPRISES!

Xam over

2009-05-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

Yeah!
Exams are over!
At least for now...
Papers all ok la
Ave...

Just wanna say a thank you
for staying up with me ^^
Touched even though you
fell asleep halfway through.

Chin exam

2009-04-30T16:33:00.007+08:00

Chin over
quite easy la
think listening the hardest
but should be able to get B3 at least...
I think...
O well my bro failed his driving test 2day
got 33 pts...
he still can't figure out why,lol.
Here's a funny vid i saw ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTPpbHueNJ4&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fnakamanakama%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

Chem

2009-04-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

Got bak chem test
A2!! Actually just nice A2 so...
but ok la!
Jia you to the rest!!!

Damn Chin in 2days
haven revise finish...
hope my compo n compre don pull me down
Off to studying...

Eternal Warmth

Stay Happy

2009-04-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys!
Cheer Up!
Life goes on, wats more you did well!!
BE HAPPY!!

Hated feeling

2009-04-17T18:17:00.002+08:00

Very sudden
Hurts alot
But I'll respect ur decisions
and only hav myself to blame.
We're still young
time is on our side
and sometimes time is most impt.
I'm not lying
I'm not joking.
Cause these words
come from deep within me.
Whatever happens
After O's, after more
I'll still be waiting
right here for you.
You will still hav
that special place deep in my heart.

Mini

2009-04-14T19:00:00.003+08:00

Juz a short post

>Camp over, means SJAB over
>Finished Bio SPA

Damn Maths test on Fri
And also got EL Oral on 23rd 3-5.30pm
At least I'm under Ms Quek.

Miss the class sofa
feels weird without it...
And You too Wendy!
Jia You for SYF 2moro^^

Sakura

2009-04-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

Came bak from Sakura
Very fun!!
Though only like 10 ppl go...

Reached shortly after the gang reached
Went outside Saku, but could't find them
Called Wendy and she told me they were just below!!
Lol, how dumb can I be...

Went in 1st
Jasmine and her little bro came later
Lol he is damn tall la
One head taller then my Sec 2 bro...
Owned, James 1 Shawn 0...sry cope from Louis.

Any ate alot
Food was good
Excpet some lik the grape look alike olive
And Louis eating the plain waffer.
And the Wendy go in joke
Which ended in Louis and Wendy going into
the Kids corner...so cute!

After dat had a headache
lol, at the back of the head somemore
Went out for fresh air.
And Wendy came out to see how I was ^^
Very touched^^ Thanks Wendy!!

Left Saku at around 9.05pm
Jasmine's dad was waiting outside
Got a fierce Beard! lol

Then the guys, me and Wendy went to E!Hub
[Ya ya the joke about E!Hub]
To find Wendy's parents, bro and sis
Kinda sad dat Wemdy's sis lost her shoe at the
kid's game thingy
Hope something is done soon.

Anyway camp 2moro at sch from 7am to am Sun
But will get to use HP on Sat night!!
And I bring Class HOODIE!!
ok...juz hope the vid for camp turns out fine.

Will love you and miss you Wendy!
Bye...

Sry

2009-04-10T15:37:00.002+08:00

To Wendy:

I made a mistake
A big one
One that cost me big time.
But I'll take the blame
And I'll make it up, I promise.
Truly sorry, You have my
word that I won't do it again.
I really regreted my actions.
Hope you'll forgive me
and we'll move on...

Yours Sincerely
Noel

Feeling In L...

2009-04-04T22:29:00.004+08:00

Geo test 2day
No time finish
skipped the part...
But can do le
Haiz..2moro still got Hist test

St John, boring rehersals
March in march out.
Went up to choir rm during break
But got instructor stand there. ><

Filming after cca
Saw Wendy on the way bak to sch
from bubble tea shop
Haha, she still talked to my mum ^^
So cute!!

Filmed in the dark
damn cool! The lighting effects.
But missed her so badly...
She watched ninja warrior but I missed it.

Anyway I go revise Hist le!
Love U monkey Gal!!!

1st

2009-04-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

1st love can nvr be sweeter...

Homecoming

2009-04-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Last homecoming
Was generally ok ^^
Sadly missed speech day cause the
shades dropped.
Not enough manpower, so went to help
Sry all performers!!

Sales was rather good!
A constant wave of customers
Tour guide and in-room helper
In the dark rm so fun scarying ppl
with Wendy. She kept blowing their ears.
Earned 1k+, forgot the acutal amount
Best part was tearing down everything.

To dat special someone:
Love urself gal!
Don look down urself
cause ur a great gal!
And I love you!

Sports Day

2009-03-28T15:05:00.005+08:00

Last sports day for Sec Sch
Sadly had to come to school at 6.45am
Bring 1st aid stuff, some trophies too.
Had to walk there, car no space ><

My shift was the 1st
One poor guy standing at the fitness corner
watching the march past and 1st few events

Saw Cuda fighting on
Got 2nd so not bad!!
But quite boring la.
The MCs very no life in their speech
In fact the most lively person was Gasper
Jump up n down with his two bars
like some monkey or worst...
Well then dats all, Pics time!!

Early Morning view

Nice lighting from the rising sun

The 1st event

Teachers' race...spot the odd one out.
(Ans: Mr Leefy)

School starts soon

2009-03-21T08:32:00.002+08:00

School starts in 2 days
...wal lao so short only
haven even relax yet
been doing all the unfinished work
ZzzZZzzZz...sian
Mon still got Bio test
Give me a break ><

Over

2009-03-17T13:24:00.002+08:00

Yeah! All papers over
Oral Over!
Damn my oral speak too fast
...die le la...

Papers still ok
Compre a bit hard
Other than dat still ok

This week ned to bak school
for any lesson???
Tell me! ASAP!!!

Memories of beauty

2009-03-13T16:14:00.003+08:00

Lol, damn long nvr post le
camp, test, sleep
the cycle nvr stops.

Anyway camp was better
than previous years.
Not really much punishment
for us trainers ^^
But lol think i got only 3hrs
of sleep for the 3D2N...
Nvm...

Ya, failed A maths, 13/40
go home plz...
At least E Hist got A1!
Hope my EL 2day do well

Chin preliem next wk
hav't prepare yet
Haiz, P1 P2 Oral
But think can de la
This year nvr fail chin yet
JY!!! me...and all

sian ned go PTM, who going too??
(can I be more mature than this??)

Why do you live in disbelief
underneath that pretty soul

Camp

2009-03-05T19:37:00.001+08:00

Damn! Camp 2moro...No sleep for me ><
Overlooking night duty
3 days without all the luxury
Haiz...at least no Phy test 2moro
^^ ^^ ^^

Night moons

2009-03-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

Wow, this week been a crazy one.
Tests and results, sorrow and joy...

Not bad results I'll say
Got A1 for E Maths and Bio
A2 for Chin
A great achievement!!^^

Had loads of tests
Chin again, Geo and SJAB
Damn forgot one part for Geo
Forgot 3 steps for SJAB
Juz great, I think my memory gone...

Next week another test flood
Tue O'level Chem SPA
Wed A Maths and SJAB
To add on, Fri SJAB Camp
Oh great, there goes my Weekend...

no names

2009-02-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Long day at sch again
Had lame Chin test, don know why this time lik harder??
Damn, prelim in lik 3 wks??
For the rest of the day was pretty boring.

Lol, kicked stuff at the back of the class with black n pinky
Then from nowhere got one hong bao and Wendy join in...
Then pinky proceeded to kick at bottle(BALL) at Wendy(Goal Keeper)
For wat pinky?? Think u ned help

Marcus came over during recess
played scary movies sounds, gals all stare at him
Well except Mabel, still request to send somemore...
Well reminds me, homecoming idea comfirmed?
Should ask Louis go scare, he can camo with the dark.

O ya! Thanks for the grand exit(includes waving) 2day...lol

Anywhere, my right ear is still kinda blocked.
Can't hear how loud I talk nor can I hear u clearly
if u speak at my right...Gone in A FLASH

W nW

2009-02-21T08:45:00.000+08:00

Juz some pics 2day.

Adventures of Willy n Wonkie!!! [I know its lame]

And now something I saw at my old pri sch...

A white cross...ok nvm mock then...

Sch was pretty ok this wk, at least no CCA on Fri.
Ya, got mocked by Louis n Jh for my gasping cough
during Maths test.

The flu and cough been a wk, wish it would go away.
And now my front 2teeth 's gum are pain?!?!?
ZzzZZzz, O'level chin up next...

Time not enough

2009-02-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

No time at all lately. Tests after test, got remedial, and more.
Here's a short one.

Did ok for recent tests except humanities, keep doing wrong
format...

Boring lessons like EL n SS

Missed class gathering...

Got my new specs 2day, i find it a bit weird, the angle.
Left up 100, right 50, GOD plz stop it...

And yeah Wendy has gone to the monkeys!!! HEHEHOHO!!!

Going Crazy

2009-02-05T00:30:00.001+08:00

Mad mad week! Bloody Chem test 2day, no time finish...zzzzz
Fri still got Bio test 3chps
Next Tue Geo, Wed E Hist, Fri Emaths...
Think XMS gone bonkers, they ned help, even the Gods couldn't help them.
Wish got more time study, so many test 4wat?!?!??!

2009-02-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

Secret Valentine

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lala

2009-01-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

Been very busy lately, CNY and tests, no time use com.
Juz had A Maths test, couldn't do Qn 4 & 5, sian~
SJAB also boring, now doing revesion for Promotion test,
super bored. Somemore 2moro ned go school discuss the March camp.
Which CCA having March camp ar?
Found out that SJAB has only 10 Sec 1s this year, that means no Gold award
next year, but my year got Gold! So O'level -2 le!!!

Next week got remedial so late, still got Chin sup next Sat...
Nvm, I go do Chem le, BB!

Countdown to CNY

2009-01-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Had crappy CNY celebrations yesterday, why got lessons de? Lucky I not Phy student if not got test, heng. Then go hall watch programme. Ok la, but the audio system spoil the whole thing.

Had soccer with Sec 4 boys, then from nowhere come out Sec 5, Mr Tan suppose to play with us but he come late. BB guys left at 3pm. Then again from nowhere pop up Sec 3 boys, think is Mr Tan's form class de. Played like 2 matches, 1 lose 1 draw(Crap score). Played until lik 5pm, leg all pain le, school shoe got hole...lol. No pics sry caus playing, too bad u guys nvr see Mr Tan Boon Hai in his(Hot)sleve-less.

CNY eve is Mon rite? Sry la, I forgot the dates...

Long Day

2009-01-19T18:11:00.005+08:00

Super long day, very tired le, later still got Maths tution...
Recess JH and Louis along with Marcus go crazy, use the wrapping
paper whack each other...lol.

After dat CE folo Mabel and Yen Siu along with Ms Mazna go deliver
hamper, lame Gasper suppose to go but disappear. Family not at
home so deliver to the community centre, no car ned walk...
Ms Mazna later buy chips for us from 7-11, got bubble tea also.
Ok la, 1st time go...

During HML folo Wendy, Gasper and others go eat Mac. Along the way go play the playground, and hear Gasper and Umme mock each other fat...Chem spa was ok,
shoot water...Dats it!

Playground Pic

More pics

Gasper spinning Wendy

Class Red Light District...

"True Friendship is like a planet and its Sun, if one dies, so does the other" By a noble man named Noel...k sry.

A mad day at school

2009-01-16T20:41:00.005+08:00

Crazy day at school, ok not really la but my volcab limited
so can't find any other word to describe. Boring lessons,
recess Gasper go blow up his toy stick, got mocked by Mr Ang,
then mock Mr Ang bak for his triangular-shaped hairstyle.
Then after Maths got Phy test, heard it was damn hard, fierce
Gasper nvr go. Stayed in class eat orange, watch scholar make
the A4 size China flag, then hear Yi Hua talk about how fun
she finds jumping from the top of a building-I'm not lying!
After very bored, cca 2.30 then start so folo Bernice and
Yen Siu enter Chem lab for Phy, well at least for like 1 min??
St John boring, everyday same thing, sian. Here's a pic for
fun, joy, peace and laugher!

Recess Madness!!!

School

2009-01-13T17:55:00.003+08:00

Very bored 2day, 3rd wk of school got so much hw and test le...Plz kill me...
Here are some lame photos to enjoy!

Fierce Wendy and Bernice playing(sounds wrong) on the class super lousy sofa.

Marriage between a female Monkey and Male bear...

2009-01-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

Went to Ngee Ann poly 2day, only fierce Gasper and Zhang Yue go Phy. Tak bus there damn long, the campus quite big la, lik 10x XMS. Walk here walk there, then fierce boys go tak balloon and use it play boxing, lol. Then after dat, an inspiration by a Mass Com student, Tuck Heng decided to inhale helium, failed...Well at least the 2nd try pass. Then Derek tried to chio the student guide, tried to get msn, only get name. FAIL, fail, fail...Tak 74 bak, all the boys go up, when reach me then no slot le, lol. Went down then Mabel(Not Mavis!) and gang pop up from nowhere, mock me, then alight...vry emo sry... Here's the only an only pic I took.

During the inline skating performance, JH, Derek and Percy turned Gays...don mock me!

Fierce

2009-01-06T16:19:00.001+08:00

Fierce, got common test every wed and fri, crazy... Somemore every subject got
some dumb test to check ur standard (forgot wats it called), mad XMS...

1st day of school

2009-01-02T14:28:00.003+08:00

Posting 1st before I go out for badminton later. Damn morning assem so long, at least new class not so high up. But hav lame rule say can't on air-con till 9am, still can't lower below 24 degrees... Air-Con CEO Gasper better look after it. lol, 1hr recess, Phy as last period!!! Haiz juz wonder wat my EL band is.

Holi Hw

2008-12-31T16:14:00.003+08:00

Damn, 2more days to school and haven't finish Maths...die le ><.
Bloody hell, how come E Maths Trigo got sector de? TYS, crazy.
Juz remember bring ODT when school starts...

School Timetable

2008-12-28T13:48:00.001+08:00

School starts soon, hw done?...no. Timetable?

Ucer

2008-12-26T23:35:00.003+08:00

Yeah! My Ucer is gone! Couldn't even eat or talk normally during the past few days.
Salt water works, lol. Tastes nice too...drink sea water...lol. Damn, my BUM shoe got a hole at the front, guess it happened during the BBall match yesterday. Ned buy new one le...><

Xmas

2008-12-26T09:23:00.001+08:00

Was out the whole of yesterday, no time post.
>Went out with Pri Sch Mates to play Basketball
>Eat Lunch
>Watch Yes Man
>Eat dinner
>Go cousin house
>Bak home at 11.50pm
>Sleep

lol, sry lazy type...XD

2nd BBQ

2008-12-24T12:42:00.003+08:00

Posting pics from yesterday's BBQ, here they are!

The new gay additions...XD

Master Chief trying to start the fire...fellow gay partner watches on.

Finally the foods done and guess who's the hungry pig?

More eating and cooking...

Class Photo 1, edited the colours and lighting a little.

Class Photo 2.

Ended pretty late, damn school starts in 8days, ned finish up Maths...><

It worked!

2008-12-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

Finally! The music player fitted in, ty Jasmine for the tip!
JH---U damn lame, she's the pro, ur a noob lol...

New Skin

2008-12-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Put new skin but the music part come out, how to fix ar?

Sty

2008-12-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Dumb sty again, 2nd time this year. 1st during EOY.
2 weeks le haven gone so go see Doc at polyclinic.
Hope it faster go away...><

New

2008-12-14T11:50:00.003+08:00

Upcoming class BBQ at same place, add more programmes perhaps?
(Not comfirmed, ned ask Gasper)

My Bro's BD

2008-12-10T16:19:00.003+08:00

Today's my Big Bro's Birthday, he turns 19 today but is still lame
as ever...Got bak my laptop from Acer repair in the morning, hope
my two bros will stop spoilting it. Ya, i use the desktop while my
bros use the laptop and my desktop hasn't crashed or anything in 3
yrs. Kayaking is on 20th and 23th. Getting emo, ya watever, ><

lame SJAB

2008-12-07T14:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went for Annual Zone Inspection rehersal. One word-Boring.
Ya, this is a 2 sentence post, got any mocks?...lol

Bla

2008-12-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Yeah finished all my holiday hw, except maths...forced to do ><.
Sat going to be boring, got SJAB Annual Zone Inspection practice.
Haiz, very boring march there, then stand there, then march back,
so sian every the same should have picked a better CCA. The actuals
on 27 Dec, crap there goes my Sat. And ya my fave comic is Doraemon,
lol. Got like 50+ books. Somehow my 2 others brother prefer Archie.
I wan class chalet/outing/BBQ, now very boring @ home.

Back from Johor

2008-11-30T19:16:00.002+08:00

Went in to Johor yesterday to buy stuff. Gues wat I bought?
2 Doraemon comics, some gum and a fantasy novel. Damn sian,
go there got massive jam, stuck like 2hrs. At least come back
still ok. Next week suppose to have SJAB kayaking but they
still having comfirm the date. Counting down 1 month to school
reopen. ><

msn spamming

2008-11-28T21:30:00.001+08:00

Juz had a round of spamming on msn with Louis and JH, damn lame.
JH no reason come spam me, I spam him bak then he call Louis help
him...crazy spamming. Invented a new meaning to Morgen in the
process, lol.

Bird Trouble

2008-11-26T19:15:00.005+08:00

A swarm of miigrating sparrows came to live in my neighbourhood
recently. Happens every year, their small, and kinda cute but they shit
alot. Seriously, so much so that the cleaners ned to wash up every day.
It doesn't sink but its unsightly. Ya, got some on my window ledge too.
Got any ways to chase them away? Here's some of the methods some
ppl have tried:

1) Using sticks and stuff to create noise
The result: They flew away and fly back again, game?

2) Hanging CDs outside ur window
The result: No difference.

3) Hanging balloons
The result: Seems like sparrows love to poke balloons.

4) Blast music
The result: sparrows love music.

5) Throwing a fleet of paper planes at them
The result: sparrows VS Paper Plane, Sparrows destroy
paper planes. (My neighbor 7yr boy tried this)

But at least they don't come in, their feathers do...XP

Christmas Coming soon!!!

2008-11-22T11:56:00.002+08:00

The First Noel, the Angels did say
Was to certain poor shepherds in fields as they lay
In fields where they lay keeping their sheep
On a cold winter's night that was so deep.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

They looked up and saw a star
Shining in the East beyond them far
And to the earth it gave great light
And so it continued both day and night.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

And by the light of that same star
Three Wise men came from country far
To seek for a King was their intent
And to follow the star wherever it went.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

This star drew nigh to the northwest
O'er Bethlehem it took its rest
And there it did both Pause and stay
Right o'er the place where Jesus lay.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

Then entered in those Wise men three
Full reverently upon their knee
And offered there in His presence
Their gold and myrrh and frankincense.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

Then let us all with one accord
Sing praises to our heavenly Lord
That hath made Heaven and earth of nought
And with his blood mankind has bought.
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel!

(Note: I'm not from Israel!)

PSLE

2008-11-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

Today's SG big day-PSLE results day...lol sry no link de.
This yr highest 287 from Nayang Pri. Some Gifted programme
student, a far cry from last yr's 294. My pri school highest
was like 267, drop so much from my yr's 273. Still remember
the day I went to take my PSLE results, quite boring la, sit
in hall wait for them announce highest in school then one by
one. Haiz, next up O'levels.

Joke time...lol

2008-11-16T16:38:00.003+08:00

Here's a lame joke:

Q: Name one thing a real dog can do but a robo dog can't.

Ans: Scratch for fleas!

(Note: I know its lame I already said so!)

New Skin

2008-11-14T09:15:00.002+08:00

Change skin le, this one can see ba? My younger bro is going for camp 2moro, his 1st cca camp, lol. Meanwhile, my Big bro in his airforce camp is playing counter strike. He showed me the pics, audition competition inside. His officers also playing...army life is so much better.

Posting @last

2008-11-09T11:17:00.002+08:00

After wat seemed like 4days, i am finally posting. Got swarmed by mocks recently, go Louis blog see, lol. Changed the skin caus Gasper keep on insisting that FF is not nice, lol so here is Kingdom Hearts! I think still ok la comments? WOD now = Wondering On Disneyland not Wong Ong Ding, lol or World Of Death.

1 more day for bidging

2008-11-06T23:09:00.005+08:00

Second last day liao, finally the torture is going to be over.
SS was much livelier 2day. Mr Gan tell us about his experience
as a bouncer, gay club and stuff. Too bad Gasper not there if
not he sure wan go there one. After Phy got recess, go eat prata,
see Mr Gan again, Louis kena mock by him...lol. Then after dat
got Maths, do differentiation but got the hang of it le. Mr Ang
got owned by eileen, he damn confidently said "CHERYL!", (A moment of silence, laughter begins) His whole face turn red. FAIL...lol going 1yr le still can't remember, 'Guo Qiang' lol pro teacher. Still can't do Ex12B Qn 9, anybody know? Ask for wat? so late le lol.NVM

Yeah No School!

2008-11-04T23:01:00.005+08:00

O'Level Chin 2moro, so no school. Haha all the HCL ned go, I @home
sleep. Anyway, finally finish my compo, 1628 words, lol over. Yet
another boring way at school. SS bore, Phy go library sleep (Louis
not me) Recess go coffee shop eat, Gasper insist on Ban Mian, in the
end go cancel eat chicken rice. Keep on looking at Mr Ang make sure
he nvr leave yet lol. Chin got test but who cares, test can talk one,
crazy de. Going bowlinfg with KPJ 2moro at DownEast, then go badminton
or computer, see how. ipod games till own by Mabel N gang. The bomb
clicking game thriple my top score, kick me out of scorechart somemore
...lol. Really wan a class chalet but Gasper say don't know wat in class
during SS, can't hear. A maths is going to kill me, ned go choing le, BB.

Bridging again

2008-11-02T22:36:00.003+08:00

Sian 2moro got bridging again. Need wake up early again, haiz.
So far only do finish EL Compre, now doing compo. Think i do
"Tracks", write about park ranger meet bloody tracks leading to ???
(Still dunno, help me think?) Crazy one ned 1200words. Think i
write novel ar? Maths got assign part 2, lol Mr Ang think Star
Wars Ar? Part one, two then next time got three...THE ABRUPT END ><

My new Phone!!! After 3 yrs)

2008-10-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Wow, finally got my new phone. Ya its a Jungle brown W595. Looks
fine, not laggy, but camera got no image stabliser. Overall still
not bad. Loaded another 4 games into ipod touch, bring school play
again. The Phy teacher 2day quite funny, but he say no Bio students
in class, sad. He's pro ending speech,"Dats all folks!". And ya dats
all...lol.

ipod Touch

2008-10-28T18:13:00.004+08:00

Currently udating my ipod Touch so i can play games on it,
but quite long. Think i wait like 1 hr le, sian only halfway
through. Maybe going out to buy phone later. Briding 2day
was damm boring. Lol, Chin promote from band 4 to band 2,
pro rite! Bio learn about eye, but still boring, learn the
parts, the functions. Chem learn about the properties of
Ammonia, another sian topic, can die le. Frankly speaking,
I think bridging is totally useless...lol, pls don disagree
unless ur crazy!

Phone

2008-10-26T14:05:00.002+08:00

Going to buy a new phone on tue or wed. Got a buget of $200.
Thinking of sony, got any suggestions?