Friday, December 11, 2009
I feel as though I've fallen into a pit
so deep I can never escape,
hidden from reality,
awaiting only death.
But I'll grow claws to get out
that's gonna take a while...
so deep I can never escape,
hidden from reality,
awaiting only death.
But I'll grow claws to get out
that's gonna take a while...
your love is like a shadow at 9:30 AM
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Back-wished I wasn't
Back from Penang
Never knew funerals lasted this long
Oh it was my dad's father who passed away
at 83 if I'm not wrong, natural death.
Hope he's well somewhere
Got the call on Thurs
Was sleeping lol(At 7am who isn't!!)
Thought that my dad would tear
but he didn't, he said filial can already
tears useless
After which called my two bros
Both at camp, 1 NS 1 Sku.
Trip to Penang from SG:10hours
I know dead people are cold and white
but seeing one for the first time still shocks me
The rituals are different from SG's
quite boring ar, but nvm.
Reading hundreds of Chin characters I dun understand
eating vegetarian for 5 days
All my first...
But at least I know he's ashes will be placed at a scenic area
Atop a high mountain
Overlooking the ocean
Expensive but nvm
I think next time I die dun border with rituals ba
Juz burn and throw ashes on beach and in ocean
Like dat I can see sunrise and sunset ^^
Not knowing what's missing in your life is painful.
Knowing what's missing in your life
but not able to do anything about it
is an everyday nightmare.
Never knew funerals lasted this long
Oh it was my dad's father who passed away
at 83 if I'm not wrong, natural death.
Hope he's well somewhere
Got the call on Thurs
Was sleeping lol(At 7am who isn't!!)
Thought that my dad would tear
but he didn't, he said filial can already
tears useless
After which called my two bros
Both at camp, 1 NS 1 Sku.
Trip to Penang from SG:10hours
I know dead people are cold and white
but seeing one for the first time still shocks me
The rituals are different from SG's
quite boring ar, but nvm.
Reading hundreds of Chin characters I dun understand
eating vegetarian for 5 days
All my first...
But at least I know he's ashes will be placed at a scenic area
Atop a high mountain
Overlooking the ocean
Expensive but nvm
I think next time I die dun border with rituals ba
Juz burn and throw ashes on beach and in ocean
Like dat I can see sunrise and sunset ^^
Not knowing what's missing in your life is painful.
Knowing what's missing in your life
but not able to do anything about it
is an everyday nightmare.
your love is like a shadow at 9:22 PM
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Thursday, December 3, 2009
Going back to Penang now
Just got some sad news
Don't know when I'll be back
Just got some sad news
Don't know when I'll be back
your love is like a shadow at 8:25 AM
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
You
A question popped up in my mind today
What's the happiest day of your life this year?
Looking back
I can remember the very day
The events an hour before and after it
The reason for feeling happy
The very time
The very place I was at
The people I was with
But, its wasn't the people around me that made me feel so
It was those 6 words I saw
And I know you did me good...
What's the happiest day of your life this year?
Looking back
I can remember the very day
The events an hour before and after it
The reason for feeling happy
The very time
The very place I was at
The people I was with
But, its wasn't the people around me that made me feel so
It was those 6 words I saw
And I know you did me good...
your love is like a shadow at 8:16 PM
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Monday, November 30, 2009
One Line
Should I be happy or sad?...
your love is like a shadow at 10:10 PM
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Saturday, November 28, 2009
heart song
Long Kiss Good Bye Translated
(From Naruto Shippuden)
“How long before we see each other again?”
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there’s nothing bothering me
I’ll listen ’till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected
I don’t even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If it’s goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
“Hold me tight” but “I want to disappear to somewhere”
Any time that you’re talking too much you don’t seem to notice*
I let you see that “I cry” a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can’t stop sweating
No matter how you look at him, his personality is boring
Our styles aren’t similar at all
He’s uselessly shy, a bit of bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks
I just didn’t have a boyfriend at that time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There’s no way I was pursuing him… huh?
He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I’m sick of his nonstop talking
I’ve always locked him out, and now I’m knocking
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
(From Naruto Shippuden)
“How long before we see each other again?”
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there’s nothing bothering me
I’ll listen ’till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected
I don’t even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If it’s goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
“Hold me tight” but “I want to disappear to somewhere”
Any time that you’re talking too much you don’t seem to notice*
I let you see that “I cry” a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can’t stop sweating
No matter how you look at him, his personality is boring
Our styles aren’t similar at all
He’s uselessly shy, a bit of bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks
I just didn’t have a boyfriend at that time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There’s no way I was pursuing him… huh?
He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I’m sick of his nonstop talking
I’ve always locked him out, and now I’m knocking
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?
Even though “I want to be loved” in my own way, it fills me, but I can’t see you
I just have the feeling that I’ll never see you again…
I want to tell you that, but I can’t find the right words
Maybe it’s okay if I lie, but I can’t even say “Don’t go away”
your love is like a shadow at 3:02 PM
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Human weather
I can remember everything
Yet I can't do anything
This feeling of helplessness
is ripping my soul
and burning my heart.
I wish that tomorrow will be better than today
Hope that the rain washes away the tears
and when the Sun comes out
the sky will be clear.
But I know the rain is coming back
Hitting me over and over again.
I hope that I won't be gone as time passes by.
Yet I can't do anything
This feeling of helplessness
is ripping my soul
and burning my heart.
I wish that tomorrow will be better than today
Hope that the rain washes away the tears
and when the Sun comes out
the sky will be clear.
But I know the rain is coming back
Hitting me over and over again.
I hope that I won't be gone as time passes by.
your love is like a shadow at 1:20 AM
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